For three years now, I have watched all the neighbors around me install wrought iron doors and wrought iron gates. I would love to have them but know that I cannot afford to. I have been out of work for the last two years and have been working temporary jobs to get by. I have trouble making the mortgage every month, let alone indulging in things such as wrought iron doors and wrought iron gates that I really do not need.

If I ever find another good paying full time job, I will most definitely make wrought iron doors and gates on the top of the list for things that I want. For now, I will have to stick to the list of things that I need and those are it.

I do however know exactly the color and style of wrought iron doors and wrought iron gates that I will get, if I ever can. I chose them a long time ago when I was home bored and surfing the net shortly after I lost my full time job. It helped me at first, but now it is just depressing. I have put at least twenty applications out there every single week and now wish that I had done forty , to increase my odds.